His days before me

I read parts of J's journal from back in 2002 today. He wrote a letter to a boyfriend that he broke up with back then, pretty much publicly scouring him from being too busy to his inadequate sexual performance. I hope that never happens to me. Otherwise it was kinda cute. He talks about such random things that I'd never think about. I really need to put forth some effort though with this relationship. I'm far too private of a person to ever be good at relationships. We're going out tonight. Maybe I'll try to open up a bit.